Alright, yeah, a lot of this ends up being about food and my struggle with losing weight.
So first I’ll get this out and then we’ll see if I have the energy to go into the psychological stuff…
I didn’t do well this week. I guess it wasn’t HORRIBLE, but it wasn’t anywhere near where it “should have been.” I’ll say this. I had lots of “overages” every day this past week. And of course the weekends are pretty much a crazy eating and drinking fest. But, yeah, every day was “over” what it should have been. So, I made it through the day today. Tomorrow, Monday, is my ‘weigh in’ day. So I’ll weigh in. I mark it down. And next week will be better. I’ll write it down, I’ll move on. I’ll be pissed about it, but whatever. The wine tonight was good.
I’m disappointed that I’m still UP from when I started WW (again). So maybe doing WW means I didn’t gain MORE, but still. It’s totally frustrating. I know it works. I just need to make it work with me.
So maybe that’s where the psychological stuff comes in. Maybe I don’t really want to lose weight. … Nah I don’t believe that. Cuz I do. I think I just love food. And I love alcohol. And I don’t like depriving myself. And I can enjoy working out sometimes, although I did have to leave my class early last Friday because I wasn’t feeling well.
Hopefully tomorrow I can make it (and stay) for an evening class. The early morning thing will not be happening tomorrow.
So I’ll drink my water tonight. I can tell I had a lot of sodium this weekend. And, yeah, whatever.
Just me venting.
And also:
Those are the two I’ve tried. I can’t wait to try the others. You like the weirdly spicy stuff? You like almonds? These are your treat!!