Gemini Horoscope for week of October 2, 2008
Do you believe in higher love at first sight? How about instant enlightenment? And what about higher love at first sight that brings instant enlightenment, or instant enlightenment that provokes higher love at first sight? These are themes I suspect you’ll soon be flirting with, Gemini. In order to get all of the blessings from the lessons they’ll offer, you must dispense with your preconceived notions about what they might entail. You’ve got to wash your own brain so it’s nice and clean and empty of expectations.
I don’t even think this has to do with love-love for me. I think it ties in with expectations. And really focusing on what I want. And the Visualization stuff. I just read a woman’s blog who attends WW meetings. She was writing about the power of positive thinking. (The thought of “I will lose 80 pounds,” “I will work out every day this week,” whatever–these were her goals, mind you. I know I can’t lose 80 pounds!).
I think it’s time for me to learn a new lesson. Things have been stagnant for awhile. I’m swirling the waters with eharmony, for one. I’m trying new persepctives on things that bother me. I’m trying to work out of the stagnation…. as I sit here at 8:00, almost already ready for bed.
I know I need to work on it, but I also know when I come home, I just want to chill out. (I did do the 20 minute TJ workout, so I did do something.) I made dinner tonight, which I haven’t done in awhile. Enough lunches and/or dinners for 5 more times.
I’m trying to get more into blogging–getting it out. I’m meeting neighbors (yes, more stories there). Sometimes fake it till you make it, right?
I need to wash my brain, clear it out, lose my expectations about a lot of things. I really do feel I’m on the verge of the great accident.
October 1, 2008 at 1:30 am |
i am BIG on ‘fake it till you make it’. you are doing so well. i’m so glad to have met someone who is as into self-improvement as i am. this ROCKS